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| 07:47pm 15/11/2005 |
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I know i'm updating christohper's journal again, but i dont know what else to do.
I love this boy so much, and i never want to lose him. he means everything to me.
I can't imagine me without him. He is the only one that understands me really.
I really just wanted to express my love to him on his livejournal.
9 months = firday. I can't wait. he is the love of my life.
♥
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| 04:20pm 20/04/2005 |
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I LOVE AND MISS CHRISTOPHER MORE THAN ANYTHING!!
Virginia kids, make sure you take care of my baby.
k bye.
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| 04:15pm 21/03/2005 |
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mood:  exhausted music: Niki FM - Hawthrone Heights
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well hello everyone. this isn't chris. its amelia, but chris is with me
and he said to update this thing, well actually i'm making him but its
ok. I feel like posting wonderful pictures. so yea. if you've been on
my lj you've probably seen all of these, but deal. =)
( i <3 chris )
well chris is laying in bed and we are about to go to my house to get a movie to watch with his parents. yay.
OH and friday, was mine and his one month. yessss. lol. one month? geez
its really been like 3. well more if you count earlier this year.
and nikki, this one if for you.
Christopher David Pack, I love you.
-Amelia
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| 04:24pm 09/09/2004 |
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mood:  bored music: Placebo - I'll Be Yours
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Alright well
Everyone post your name and i will put what i think of you ( happy amelia? ) |
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| 05:39pm 08/09/2004 |
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mood:  mellow music: Sound Garden - Fell on Black Days
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Well, school gay....
actually school is alright, it is easy as hell and i get to see my friends, out side of school my life is pretty decent i guess. well my parents are always nagging on to me about shit that makes now sense. It is just because my sister moved out, and now they can direct their stupidity at one person...me. Well that is just great isn't it. Well i just painted me room the other day ( orange ) it is cool, oh and i have to hook up another computer and shit sometime this week so my parents will get out of my room and stop reading my conversations. gah.
It has been raining like hell since yesterday and roads are flooded and shit, i really think we might get out of school tomorrow if we are lucky, but ya know my luck, i havent won a damn thing in my life.
Well i am going to go and listen to some music and stuff. love ya all
<3
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| 04:39pm 30/08/2004 |
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mood:  ugh music: Spoon - Take a Walk (thank you Garrett for showing me them)
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well i just typed alot of shit then it all disappeared so i am gonna try to remember some of it.
-Today, complete fucking chaos. Well i woke up got ready and went to my doctors appointment to find out i have some fucked up thing with my ankles and if i continue to run and skate and shit, i am going to have 2 fractured ankles. nice..so he told me i cant play soccer for 6 weeks,...well that is like the whole fucking season, so i think i am going to try and play anyways. Oh and the asshole (my doctor) also told me i have to be injected with something to tell if i have any beginning fractures and then i have to sit there for 3 hours and let it take effect,..i think not. well then i went to 4th period. cats 9 that is one easy ass class. Then i went to 1st lunch and hung out with Erik, Jimison, Jordie, Amelia, Adam, Joe, Greg, and Ashley. it was fun, Then i went to 5th period with Amelia (which i had just figured out i had with her) then Ms. Maynard said she had a full class and kicked me out, so now i have like fucking Criminal Justice or something, another easy class. so i then went to 2nd lunch and hung out with Kyle,Alex,Garrett,Greg,Whitney,Kate,Kari,and Cassidy. then German 2 was fun as usual, it is just hilarious. so yeah that is pretty much it i guess. later on
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| 06:41pm 24/08/2004 |
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mood: bored music: Rise Against - Ever Changing
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Well, all i have been doing all summer is trying to see my friends and soccer, well i am spending tons of time doing soccer and not so much my friends. except the ones who play soccer. School Starts Thursday..and well. Damnit...thats all i have to say. eh school should be alright i have a pretty easy schedule so school should be super easy. and well i have done nothing today so i have nothing to talk about so you all can fill a different one of these stupid things
† Fill This Shit out †
01. Who are you, what's our relationship?:
02. How and where did we meet?:
03. What's my middle name?:
04. How long have you known me?:
05. Tell me one good thing about myself?:
06. When you first saw me, what was your impression?:
07. My age:
08. Birthday:
09. My favorite band at the moment:
10. Colour eyes:
11. Do I have any siblings?:
12. Have you ever had a crush on me?:
13. What's one of my favorite things to do?:
14. Do you remember one of the 1st things I said to you?:
15. Describe me in 3 words:
16. Name 5 things I love:
17. Do you think I'm good looking?:
18. How would you describe me to someone?:
19. Would you ever date me?:
20. Tell me one thing you've always wanted to say but never did:
21: What do you like most about me?:
22: If we could spend a day together, what would we do?:
23: Have we ever gotten in a fight?:
24: Do you think we will be friends for at least 3 or 4 more years?:
25. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
26. What do you think my weakness is?:
27. Do you think I'll get married?:
28. What makes me happy?:
29. What makes me sad?:
30. What reminds you of me?:
31. If you could give me anything, what would it be?:
32. When's the last time you saw me?:
33. Do you think our friendship is getting stronger/weaker/or staying the same?:
34. Do you feel that you could talk to me about anything and I would listen?:
35. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?:
36. If I was an ice cream flavor, which would I be and why?:
37. What song (if any) reminds you of me?:
38. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?:
39. Would you make a move on me?:
40. Do I cross your mind at least 1 time a day? |
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| 11:46am 23/08/2004 |
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mood: uncomfortable music: Slipknot - Duality
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well i thought i might as well do this
Who are you?:
What Would You Do If
I cried:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
What Do You Think About My
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Would You
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth, no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
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| 06:15pm 14/08/2004 |
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mood: fun fun fun music: Rise Against - Six ways till Sunday
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Ok, so i havent updated in a while. I have been quite busy with soccer, and it is making me very tired. two practices a day everyday is a bit much i think. well whatever, it should be fun. Well my sister leaves for WVU August 20th, but i have to go to meet the Timberwolves so i dont think i can even help her move in. heh. other than soccer i havent really done much, oh i went and saw the village. yay...no...it sucked ass. worst waste of money ever. and i also went camping with Alex Blatt. that was pretty cool. even though we had to leave in the morning at 6 for soccer. GAH. oh and last night i went with Kyle up to Meg Smith's house for Hannah's surprise b-day thingy. it was pretty cool, i just had fun becuase i got to see alot of people i hadnt seen in a while. and also met some new people. so umm happy 14th b-day Hannah.
well i am off to find something interesting to do. someone call me if they want to do anything. later
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| 07:10pm 28/07/2004 |
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Well. i just got back from Zach Gebhardt's house. it was fun. we played Zombies ate my Neighbors. for snes. gotta love old video games. Well yesterday me my sister, and zach went to Applebee's then i went to his house after we sat in Red Lobster for an hour waiting for my mom to get off work. oh well we got free biscuits. i love those damn things. well now i am sitting at home being bored and wondering what i can do tomorrow that my be kinda interesting.
and lately i have been hearing alot of mumbo jumbo about people being depressed about love. why doesnt everyone just go out and have a good time. and if you find someone cool. go hang out with them and stuff. dont just go meet someone and start saying I Love You. eh well whatever. im done. later
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| 07:40pm 16/07/2004 |
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Well. I am updating this thing again. so here it goes
Well since around June 18th. i have been moved back to West Virginia. I realized how much i love this little piece of shit state. It's just different. I have been hanging out with my friends and just trying to find stuff to do. I have been hanging out with Erik Romans alot lately. well pretty much all week actually. and we went to Jordie's and i met a cool girl from North Carolina named Brandy. awesome chick.
Well as far as i know, i am going to the beach on Saturday...oh joy. . . .sike! I hate going on vacation with my family. i rather go by myself so i dont have to listen to my parents tell me what not to do. it really does get on my nerves, very bad.
and now. i have no money left at all. i spent alot at the mall. and pretty much living anywhere but my house, except to sleep. so therefore i spent alot on food. and i went to alot of movies. Anchorman is funny. if you havent seen it. go see it. Right Now!
oh and i saw King Arthur. it is pretty good. if you like that kind of movie. not as good as i thought i would be though.
Well please. if anyone wants to get together or anything call me and get me out of my house. it sucks.
well later.
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| 09:22pm 20/04/2004 |
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Well,...havent updats in umm,..forever
well here it goes
Spring break kicked ass,..i went back to hang out with my friend in West Virginia,..Tons of fun,..got another bladder infection though from mountain dew. and i have never laughed so hard playing Pictionary Junior (Greg and Jimison kicked mine and Erik's ass). Then we just kind of hung out alot with each other all week. i got to see sarah which was cool,..i saw jordie, hannah KYLE..jimison greg erik josh dylan garrett...yay garrett. umm JEFF, greg and well i just cant really think of anything right now because i cant see straight or think right,..i am really fucking tired,...oh well
School is almost out which is so kick ass,...i have like 7 more weeks or some shit like that well i am out later
i will start updating more
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| 04:48pm 10/03/2004 |
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Yeah i thought that was interesting since i want to be a vampire and all,..ha
anyways fun stuff and a box of peaches....
well nothing really been going on
i just sit around and be bored and wait for someone to talk to me or call me and ask if i wanna do something,...i really havent felt like doing any school work lately so...therefore i dont do it...Since we get laptops,...i just have someone save it on a disk haha
yeah well I have just been listening to alot of music and writing stuff down, and trying to get outside and exercise some, so i can get off my ass every once and a while haha
well i am kinda of bored and i have to piss really bad,...ha
well later
Love you ALL
_-Chris-_
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| 02:09pm 06/03/2004 |
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mood:  pensive music: Bleeding Through - On Wings of Lead
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Well,..Last night,...i sat around and thought about some stuff for about 2-3 hours and listened to music,..
but, i came to realize that the word " Love " is thrown around way to much. and it is not good at all. Peopl are being used because we have all turned Gullible,...and almost anyone would believe that love is a few sweet words, a kiss, and someone saying i love you,..but it is not. so if you get hurt because of this,..it is your fault to for believing that someone could love you so soon.
Well,..i dont know. some things have just really been bothering me lately, and several people i have talked to have had some problems, so naturally i try to help them. but forget that i have the same problem. why cant i just think of advice for myself, when i need it. its funny that you can help someone before you can help yourself isnt it,...
Down, and sad.
with love and hatred,.
hostility forming from human mistakes
problems with life and personal emotions"
taking life for granted and love for death"
Love everyone for what you arent. hold your heart in your hand.
problems coinciding with love for hate. and feeling
the pain of a stake in your heart
Take me away,..from the bottom of the earth
pull me away from the bottom of this well
send me away from this world of hate
Feel what happens and live the lies
and capture the picture of fate from my eyes
We wallow and suffer in our tears
waiting for pity rise our hopes
LOVE FOR YOUR OWN...AND REALIZE THAT YOUR THE ONLY ONE...
dont let your heart be torn for love
dry your eyes as you run
run away FROM THIS WORLD OF
Love...........
ONCE AGAIN, I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW WHAT YOU THINK OF THIS SONG, OR WHATEVER SO PLEASE MAKE A COMMENT ON IT
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| 07:19pm 03/03/2004 |
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Well, i am really feeling shitty right now,...
I was outside all day after school because it was like 65 degrees out today YES, here comes summer hahahaha FINALLY.
anyways, yeah i feel like shit because i have been like playing basketball and shit and just being active,...what a surprise,...my lazy ass outside...humm.yeah.
well then i went on a ride with my friend and we went to some park, and then to Wendy's (because i was really thirsty) then we came home and i decided to play some more basketball,...not wise..now i am very very tired and feel like a 10 ton pile of shit...
Well now that i have talked about what i did today, why not go back to my birthday on saturday...
Well i went in to West Virginia to celebrate my birthday with all my friends and family there ( which was so awesome )
Then later that night when i got in. i went and stayed the night at Garrett's with Kyle, Jimison, and Greg.
Then the next day i just kind of chilled until around 5:30 and then all my friends showed up at my house YAY,...Erik, Kyle, Garrett, Zach, Jordie, Hannah, Brianna, and Taylor all came over,...it was fun fun fun.
well i am glad that i got to see all my friends and that i am now 15 ha,...
Well, This summer i am going to be moving back to West Virginia,..which is good,...and bad. Because i am going to miss some people down here too,..but i Really want to go back with my friends that i have had all my life.
well i guess i will end it there
I will miss you Amanda, Emily, Jeffrey, Nick, Stefanie, Jesse, Adam, Andrew, Madison, Wade, Pat, and everyone else,...
well later guys
LOVE YOU ALL,
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| 03:42pm 25/02/2004 |
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wow,...things just keep seeming to repeat themselves i swear....
things are just kind of boring right now
nothing much different...but i swear i am living one big life of repetition haha. it seems like everything that has been happening lately has already happened lol but who knows because i dont.
Well Friday after my aunt gets home from work, we are heading up to West Virginia.....YIPPY...!!!
yeah it is going to be awesome especially because my birthday is on saturday lol. yes i can finally get my learners.
well, nah,...i am just really happy because i get to see all of my great friends ALL OF THEM. i hope. maybe. maybe not. i want to. but i might not get to se ALLL OF THEM. who know.
but yeah fun fun fun fun. and i feel like shit right now because i am starving, and i have a headache,. and i havent felt good all day, but that is how that goes.
so i guess i will go and get some food from the little refridgerator. maybe ( did i spell that right? )
anyways later
_-Chris-_
God Called in Sick Today
- Let's admire the pattern forming.
- Murderous filigee.
- I'm caught in the twisting of the vine.
- Go ascend with ivy.
- climbing.
- Ignore and leave for me the headstone crumbling behind.
- I can't help my laughter as she cries.
- My soul brings tears to angelic eyes.
- Let's amend the classic story.
- Close it so beautifully.
- I'll let animosity unwind.
- Steal away the darkened pages.
- Hidden so shamefully.
- I'll still feel the violence of the lines.
- I can't stand my laughter as they cry.
- My soul brings tears to angelic eyes.
- And miles away my mother cries.
- Omnipotence.
- Nurturing malevolence.
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| 09:42pm 18/02/2004 |
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mood: frustrated music: Marilyn Manson - Disposable Teens
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Well, lately. everything has kind of been a drag. i have just been really depressed and pissed off at everything, not really wanting to do anything.
Well on Valentines day,..it started off decent i guess,. well i dont know i dont remember. But i got a awesome pink shirt from my aunt and some Reeses and some other stuff,..like a book or something. oh and a Balloon. ( Balloon's are awesome )
Then we had Lobster and Mashed potatoes and a salad for dinner ( Compliments to my aunt Shari. It was very yummy. )
Then school as been kinda / Realing boring and unexciting. i just want it to END !!!
anyways. i havent met anyone new. oh well. and havent really done anything to strike my mind as anything to write about so i am just going to ramble on and take up space writing about useless shit because i have nothing else to write about.
oh yes i do.
Well, This Weekend. I am going to Band fest. which i hope does not suck ass. it better not. if i pay 5 dollars to see this thing it better not suck.
And my birthday is coming up not this coming weekend but the weekend after that February 28, i will be 15, finally. And i am going back to West Virginia to celebrate it. FUN FUN. i will get to spend it with some cool people.
oh,..
And my friend Garrett is a cool kid. Real funny guy one of my good friends no one like him.
and Kyle another good friend,..totally kick ass funny,..and comes up with some crazy shit. oh and he was the coolest laugh. and is good at games
and one more that i am going to name is Zach hardcore kid,..kicks ass at alot of video games,...damn him...little bastard beats me every time. blah anyways later love ya guys ( in a totally non-homo sorta way. )
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| 09:49pm 09/02/2004 |
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We fought your wars with all our hearts,
You sent us back in body parts,
You took our wills with the truth you stole,
We offer prayers for you long lost soul.
The remainder is,
An unjustifiable, egotistical, power struggle
At the expense of the American Dream,
Of the American Dream, of the American,
Of the American.
We don't give a damn about your world,
With all your global profits, and all your jeweled pearls,
We don't give a damn about your world,
Right now, right now.
You bring about the stick,
We bring about the confusion,
Bring about the solution,
Bring about the fusion,
Bring about the collusion,
Bring about revolution,
Bring about revolution,
Bring it about.
We don't give a damn about your world,
With all your global profits, and all your jeweled pearls,
We don't give a damn about your world,
Right now, right now.
We don't give a damn about your world,
With all your global profits, and all your jeweled pearls,
We don't give a damn about your world,
Right now, right now.
No flag large enough,
Shame on a man in cuffs,
You closed your blinds.
The remainder is,
An unjustifiable, egotistical, power struggle,
At the expense of the American Dream,
Of the American Dream, of the American,
Of the American.
We don't give a damn about your world,
With all your global profits, and all your jeweled pearls,
We don't give a damn about your world,
Right now, right now.
We don't give a damn about your world,
With all your global profits, and all your jeweled pearls,
We don't give a damn about your world,
Right now, right now. right now, right now,
Right now, right now, right now, pararara....
This song actually made me think about alot of stuff,... not just the war and the things we have done,..but different things that i have done,...that were unjustifiable or egotistical,...some things just dont make since to do,...until after you have done them. I dont know,.. i just have been thinking alot lately
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| 03:46pm 06/02/2004 |
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well,...lately.
i have been doing nothing,..pretty much,..doing homework,...sitting around
WATCHING MOVIES,..making cartoons on my computer,..umm and hanging out with friends.
well yesterday,...some of my friends came over and we just sat around and played on computers or what not,..
then i told my friend to come and pick me up and we went to Wal-Mart FUN!!
well in German, yesterday, i got an application thingy to go to some German Thingy like a 2 day thingy,...which i have no idea what it is or where it is,..so yeah...
then today,...i got my report card,...for the semester i got 3 B+'s and the rest B's,...how fucking lame is that,...why couldnt they just make those B+'s A's?
huh,..what is so hard about that,...cruel minded ass monkeys,..
then i almost got in trouble for talking in Math,...Then the teacher said something to me about drawing on my self in English class
i swear these people are douche's,...yeah anyways,..
I WANT TO HAVE A FUCKING PARTY THIS WEEKEND,...SOMEONE THROW A FUCKING PARTY,..COME ON !!!
anyways,..if you no where a party is tell me,..i need to get out,...or if you just want to go hang out or something at the mall or movies,...then yeah,..call or something blah
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